February 2012
10 posts
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Take care.
Night.
The quote of my life
“I get my charm from my father, I think If I do have any charm at all…But everything good in life I get from my mom; the desire to be intelligent…kind, caring, the fact that I just want to love somebody for real…
It’s a constant thing on my mind because of my mom because of the fact that she was a great woman and I don’t think she was ever loved properly
I...
Work
My show got cancelled Sunday, and I wanted to kill it. I’m so ready and so hyped to jump on stage in front of hundreds of kids who love music as much as I do. It’s amazing to see the faces of people who love my work, and I love giving them a night to think about and be like “that kid was awesome live”. Ugh, I had so many visions and little thoughts about how it would...
I missed out
I missed out…Which is why I’m like this. Which is why I hold her to myself like some kid. I don’t want to take her for granted because I’m scared that it’ll all go away tomorrow. She’s the only one helping me, and the only one who wants to be helped. It might not work between us, we’re only young but I don’t want to think of and about that. I just...
My Life Right Now
I feel like writing about my life right now, and putting these little life blogs on break because I should be turning to music with these problems. But let me vent anyway. I feel like spilling all of my feelings out because I feel it’s cool to let the few fans that follow me on tumblr figure out what’s going on lately. Phil also recommended that I do one of these; I agree, it shows...
Oh Gee La
Back with another life blog. Album almost done, got everybody talking, and I’m hittin’ the press. HYFR. I’m getting to be the ish right now and it’s only the beginning. Hahahahahahaha. Other than that your boy is getting back on his financial train kindof. Just trying to live life though. Money is life, but it isn’t my life style; I got family, I got my love for...
Glitter to Gold
During the past 2 weeks I’ve managed to get on TV, be on a magazine, complete 70% of the recording for this new album, release merch, and hit 70,000 followers on twitter. Things have been rough a tiny bit, and financially I could be doing better but damn, I’m moving on up! My team is honestly holding me down to the fullest and I’m so damn happy because of that. I’ve just...
XXL magazine...AGAIN!
Feburary 2nd, 2012 From being in a tiny section of “The Break”, to having my own article for the “Show & Prove” section in XXL Magazine. Progression will always be key. Thank you to everybody who has lifted me up to here, even the people who’ve never believed. I don’t live in forgiveness but I live in acceptance. I’m here because of my talent of...
January 2012
7 posts
Bria
Been a long time since I’ve updated you guys with one of these “life story”
posts. Well, I’m back! For the past 2 weeks my ass has been in Jersey
prepping and being in the works for this album I’m releasing for you guys.
Let me just say, this album is MARS on 23 types of drugs. I feel so happy
about it and I totally feel like I’m making the music I’ve...
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The kid I am
I sit and wonder tonight about the kid I am. Honestly I’ll admit to you guys now I’m a very stubborn person. I’m stubborn because I don’t know when to tell myself to give up. I’ll admit to you that I’m rough around the edges. Looks wise…I have thick framed glasses, I don’t have abs, my pecs could do some work, my acne is beyond crazy, my hair is a...
What You Said.
What you said will hang on my mind until it happens.
Black leather coat, gold rolex, beaded chain, white v-neck, dior jeans, and a pair of peach NET Yeezys.
That’s a reminder.
You?
Gold. Most preferred. That’s my favourite color.
That’s all I’ll say.
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Grammy.
Giving you the real.
I’ve lost a lot of what I’ve had recently. I let things slip away without even knowing that they did. It sucks, and I’ve been trying to do me the best way I can but as much as I keep grinding things will keep slipping away. That’s the hustle though. I’ve lost people, money, etc. It’s been the hardest to try to keep going knowing that just months ago my life was...
December 2011
9 posts
2011
This year was dedicated to mistakes.
I’ve made a lot.
I’ve learned a lot.
Let’s make more.
Thank you all for the support. You know the deal. 2012 is going to be really hectic. So let’s blow up this year. I promise you this year is going to be amazing…Watch.
Happy New Year.
LOL
While you’re ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention While you’re giving her problems another guy is listening to her problems While you’re too busy for her another guy is making time for her While you’re making her cry another guy is trying to make her smile While you’re not sure if you still want her another guy al-
SHE’S A SLUT AND YOU SUCK AT...
I Guess
80K on that MARS mixtape. Today is a good day to wake up t- oh wait..I haven’t slept yet. Yeaaaah, about that. I should fix that up right? Haha. Soon. Well, things have been crazy lately. As you’ve guessed, moneys still kind of weird for me. I’ve been out of shape, haven’t hit the gym in a week and I feel unhealthy. Also, grinding has been hard since I haven’t been in...
Girls girls girls
I give up. I’m just into finding whatever is cool. I used to hate girls that slashed mad amounts of make-up on…Lol, I mean, it’s not a good thing but in the end that all doesn’t matter. I just want a cool companion. You don’t have to wear anything crazy, you don’t have to have a cool job…hell, you don’t have to have a job at all, you don’t have...
Shine Out
Here goes another one. Another jot down and real blog about what’s been going down lately in the life of me. Let me say, it’s weird. Still keeping that smile on though. I hate looking at my wallet and looking at money fading away as I make essential purchases to live. It ain’t me being 17 walking around with a crazy pocket, it’s me being 18 with a tighter responsibility....
December 3rd
Had a lot of beef going on that night, a lot of disorganized things went on…and hell, we played the underdog. But we still tore it up the best we could. Had to go through a load of stuff; I even missed meeting one of my influences because of stupid beefs with jealous people, but it’s fine. I also had Honey Cocaine totally give me the palm to the face when I tried to say hi to...
November 2011
5 posts
Baby J
25 my dude. You’ve lived a life equivalent to a man in his 50s bro, and it’s definitely not going to stop any time soon. We got this! Always.
I was going to write a song about you tonight but due to the shortness of production that I have I decided to hold it off for when we win a grammy and I get that one night in the studio to pop a bottle of ace with you. But that’s the...
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I complain about things to you, tell you immature doings that I thought were appropriate to do at the time.
You interupt me and tell me to grow up.
…And I love that.
Things I should write a song about..
Ugh. I’m so happy I’m out of my stupid relationship I had. GOD! I was held back from so much! I’m so happy I made the choice to walk away from something that I didn’t need at all. I thank J, and my mom for telling me to follow what I wanted instead of a mutual choice and settling for less. I’m here man… Things have been crazy lately. I need some god damn money....
Tumbling thoughts
I never update this thing. I wish I had the time to! What counts is that I am now! I’m at the craziest hotel ever in NYC and honestly I can’t fall asleep. I feel really blessed…what I really want to tell you guys is this motto I’ve learned recently. I’ve been told that “everything happens for a reason”, and honestly that statement has been really true. It...
October 2011
1 post
September 2011
2 posts
Cole World..Canada
A lot of ya’ll want to know about how this Cole tour went about…So here’s my quick summary of my feelings towards it…
COLE
The tour was an amazing experience. Not generally off the fact that I was touring with an artist that had such a bold name, but the fact that it was one of my first on-the-road experiences as both an artist and a person. Let me cut to the chase that...
August 2011
4 posts
WatchONE BIG ROOM, FULL OF SANDWICHES.
GUCCI GUCCI FREESTYLE!
Zeros in a pair
Freshly single… What a weird experience. I picked a bad time to get back into the sea full of fishes. Empty pocket, no haircut, and I’m back home. Ugh…It’s all good. I’m steady still trying to find a soulmate, it’s not a priority though; I’m concentrated fully onto my music, family, and my team. I’ve been acting different lately, I don’t like...
July 2011
9 posts
Or do you not think so far ahead
The chicks I would die to chase turned uninteresting after they started talking to me just because of what I do
Want to be my girlfriend?
Just take care of me
That’s all I ask.
Blame Game
I touched down at home 2 weeks ago and it’s been cool. I sprained my ankle so not being able to walk gave me time to slow down and think about things. Hell, I was even on the verge of quitting for a while because of several reasons, but J pushed me out of it..and so did the positive side of myself. I’ve been really really happy nowadays, been finding out a side of myself that...
June 2011
4 posts
People
Every time I see, hang out, or even temporarily talk to somebody I cherish the moment. I always leave with a “thanks for hanging out” or an “I love you” when I leave.
Depressed
It’ll go away soon.
I feel it though.
Got so much going on..Can’t mess it up.
But I think after 2 months of denying it.
I’m depressed.
I’ve been alone more often the past 2 months
and honestly
I wish I was happier.
Goodnight world.
Trust Issues
I’ve been busy lately…My hairs been growing, the teams been grinding, and it seems like our next move will put us in our right place; we just have to maneuver it right. I can admit, I haven’t been my happiest lately..Probably even a bit depressed. I’ve been trying to get through the death of somebody close to me..Also I’ve endured losing somebody I loved because of...