ive gotten very bothered recently and thats normal i feel. ive built thick skin during my career but once in a while it’s okay to feel a bit aggravated at dumb shit.
i saw a youtube comment about how much of a “Faggot” and “Try hard” i am now but its like bro…i been a dork, i been funny, i been awkward, and i been about having long hair. i saw more than 100 thumbs on that comment and thought…whos really loyal?
i “for-fun” made a video super irrelevant to kendrick lamar slander and named it “d-pryde disses kendrick lamar” and saw a lot of my fans calling me a “Faggot” and said “i never had talent anyway”..
but yall were the same people wishing me luck
man, this internet shit could really discourage you
i need to take a break
ima chill with being in my feelings
more promotion for show dates, music vids, and my merch
and more replying to my usuals because they always stayed there
for the few who really stayed, lets win
i love u all.
“stuff about stuff”
the past 2 months have been very hard for me. ive lost my best friend, watched my mom go super weak due to chemo, been juggling things with business, and much more that i cant put on an internet blog. things have been a bit rough. of course putting your business out there on the internet is dumb but i guess right now id like to share my thoughts and how things are going because yall have been helping me out real well and giving the atmosphere of good friends. why not.
ive felt my loneliest during this time which is weird because im always around my family and limited friends. im cool with it only sometimes but a lot of times it gets to me in a weird “thinky” type of way. i cant explain it.
it motivated me to feel heartfelt for the first time in a long time so i invested my time into something. that something backfired just the other day and left me feeling very confused + stupid at why i even tried to invest anything into it. now im back to where i started.
i hate heartless people though that shit is really not cool. having a heart is a great thing and opening to the right people is awesome i dont get why people are so closed nowadays. there are so many things you can say to somebody right, why not say them?
im not too happy but the little happiness i do have is overshining that so thats cool. im still working and got these richvale jersey tees going on sale friday so im happy as fuck about that
so buy one. and also, loyal is out and thats a sick video plus i got originals coming on the way and a god damn album because i havent put a project out in almost a year
this year is gonna be great tho
right now i want this more than ever
my motivation is thru the roof
ima do it
and shit on everybody
cause i can do that